Gaia Community: Diana's Blog

About a Dream I had last night

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Wed, 01 Oct 2008 06:08:23 GMT

I just wanted to share a dream I had last night.

I dreamed that I was in a far country, somewhere pretty far away from my home.

I had met many people there and some of them were a bit scary. Some of them were victims and some of them were simply not anyone I wanted to stay in contact with.

I had a grandmother who would call me and ask me if I was ready to come home and I would be afraid to have my acquaintances know that I even planned on going home, thinking that they might want to stop me. Yet she called me regularly to see if I wanted to come home and when finally I thought no one was listening, I told her "Yes" I was ready. She wanted to know what city to have the air plane land in and I told her 'El Dorada, ARK"
I then went about trying to sneek away from these people whom I thought would not let me go.

I did arrive home and my grandmother met me and took me to a large room. It was a great bedroom with her bed and my bed right next to hers. But then I looked around and there were many more beds of all descriptions, all very beautiful and designed for specific people. Then I saw all of those people I had tried to excape away from go to their individual bed and they were so happy to have their very own bed in this great big comfortable cozy bedroom of many beds. I was very surprised to see that she had welcomed those people that I had known and I was so very glad to see them happy.

I ask my grandmother if this is all we would do at this house, just be in our beds and sleeping and she said, "Oh my no". Then she took me outside and around back of the house was a great garden and lots of beautiful plants. She showed me one of them that had these huge leaves and there was a leaf that needed to be grafted onto this plant. It took the work of two people to graft a leaf onto the plant, one person to hold the plant apart at the stem and another to place a leaf into the slit that was opened. She held the stem apart and I placed a leaf into the open slit and it began to get healthy and look just like all the other leaves of that plant.

When I awoke from this dream I felt real good about all the people that I know whom I felt were not on a path of awakening, yet they are included in spite of their not even knowing that there is a path to be on. I felt like a great burden had lifted off of me.

Then I realized that this leaf represented those people whom she was able to graft into a healthy plant. All the people whom I had thought so disfunctional, were welcomed and made a part of the family.

Tags: dream, beds, bedroom, grandmother

What was the last strange coincidence you experienced?

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Sat, 30 Aug 2008 17:08:32 GMT

Just the other day I found something that I had been wanting to find. Not for a long time had I wanted this, just about a week maybe. You see I wanted to have a source of drinking water in my bedroom and I did not simply want to bring a plastic bottle of water (my usual way of getting it there) into my room and drink from it. I decided about a week ago that I wanted a container made of glass and one that I would be able to paint words on.

I have read the book called "Messages in Water" by Emoto, a Japanese man, who has
experimented with freezing water and taking pictures of the ice crystals that form from the frozen water. He put the water under various conditions in order to see if the water would form certain kinds of crystals. If he obtained water from a poluted source, it would not even make a crystal, but when that same water was prayed for, then photographed again in it's frozen state, the resultant crystals were beautiful. So he came to believe that water is intelligent and is influenced by it's surroundings. Since so much of our body is water it is important he says to keep the positive words around us and in use by us , because negative words which he put on glasses of water to expose the water to a negative word, produced very ugly warped crystals or no crystals at all. Emoto gave me a view of water that I had never imagined.

Now, I have decided to eliminate a lot of the foods I have been eating and doing a fast of mostly fruits for a few weeks. I have sometimes considered that to be able to live on Light would be good as it is being done by some few people in this world. If you don't know what this is do a google search on "breathterians". So since water is going to be a big part of my diet these days I wanted to honor the water by having a beautiful container for it, one that I could set by my window and allow the sun to shine in on. Thus about three days ago I began my search for such a container. I went to store after store just trying to find a ceramic water crock which you place those plastic bottles on top of but could not find that.

Finally I found one of those at the Salvation Army Store. I like to go there on their half price days where everything in the store is half price. So I find there a ceramic crock on a wooden stand, needing a lot of cleaning but well perhaps I should get this I thought. So I get in the line of people that goes all the way to the middle of the store, so many people with huge carts of stuff are checking out that it is going to take over an hour in line to get my purchase. As I get near the front of the store I see a woman looking at what it is that I know I want but I had not seen it at all when I called myself really looking everywhere. I know she won't want it, I think, because that is there for me. As soon as she leaves it, I run over to it and get it into my cart. It is just want I wanted and I think by no accident. I have to do some work on the spigot because it won't turn (probably the reason no one before me who saw it wanted to purchase it) but I have taken it off and am going to get that fixed.

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I paid only about 13 dollars for this since it was half price day. I will paint beautiful words
on this such as 'Unconditional Love" and "Radiant Health", this sort of thing. I feel that this container was there for me to find, caused to be there by the powers that be, invisible though they may seem to us. I feel that our thoughts are known, our actions are sometimes just something we think we thought of doing ourselves, but really if we are moving within the flow of the daily guidance (which is very subtle sometimes), then these wonderful strange coincidences will happen more and more often to us.

I have had other such synchronicities happen to me in the past but lately I was wondering why it seldom is happening these days. Then after this came to me, this wonderful water container, I realized that you have to begin to think on what it is that you want and use your imagination moreso. Like Ester Hicks says, who channels 'Abraham'. "Most of us get what we get by default", just whatever is there but not by our knowing that we can put the thought out there that will cause what we get to be precisely what we want, not what we will settle for. Our own imagination is the only thing that is holding us back I think sometimes. I am going to begin to imagine more and really hold fast to the belief that "Imagination and faith are the beginning of Creation" .

Also I think that by our sharing our experiences, such as we are doing here on Gaia, we will be given even more to share because we are not just holding it in but giving forth of the joy we have felt, by sharing that with others. That just has to increase the flow. We can expect more and more wonderful things to begin happening to us, or continue to happen to us, and just imagine what we might collectively imagine for to happen!

Tags: QaR, coincidence, synchronicity, serendipity, fate, connection, balance

What, in this moment, is bringing you joy?

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Sun, 24 Aug 2008 23:01:16 GMT

My acceptance of what it. My joy and anticipation that the what is IS subject to change. My thrill to be on the cutting edge of change and to actually be an instrument of change. To look at what is and not allow it to distract, to cause one to become untrusting, to influence one to be sad, and to see through it for the illusion that it is. The joy of getting a glimpse a the bigger picture and the possibility of creating a new earth.

To borrow from the words of another, "not to see winter but summer sleeping" not to see caterpillers but painted butterflies to be" not to see man in want but Jesus asleep in the heart of man". We will awaken and say "Peace, be still" and all the waters shall be calmed. I claim that.

Tags: QaR, joy, presence, happiness, present, bliss

What is your favorite distraction?

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Fri, 22 Aug 2008 16:01:04 GMT

There is a little MSN game called "Peggle" that I like to play. Funny thing is that I used to be someone who thought I would not waste my time on playing games on line. But that has changed. I found that playing a game was something that made me enter a kind of 'relaxed way' of being like I had the joy of saying to myself and demonstrating to myself that I did not have to always be getting something done that needed doing. Things always need doing. But by playing the game I could reward myself in a sense and be able to say, "I even have enough time to play this game which is not getting anything done that I need to do at all. It is almost like I can play it and say to that part of me that wants me to think that only constructive things should be done, "Hey no, don't be such a hard task master. I will enjoy this game and I will get to the 'stuff' done later.

Tags: QaR, distraction, preoccupation

I'm at the age where...

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Wed, 20 Aug 2008 22:02:05 GMT

I am at the age where I no longer let it bother me what other people's opinion of me is. Also I feel more strongly about my thoughts being right, at least right for me if not for another, and I no longer would feel the need to apologize for my way of thinking. In other words, I have firmed up some of my thinking and don't feel so much like I am coming from some vague place as once I did.

I feel that I have the priviledge of changing my thoughts and sometimes I do change them. I realize that some things I felt strongly about before, I have come to not see as that important anymore and I give myself this right, to change my mind. Call me fickle if you wish, but this is the way life is for me. Everything is subject to change. I am not my personality, nor my thoughts. I feel that I am something much greater than a mere personality. That part of myself (that I am getting to know better each day) is my best communicator.

Tags: QaR, age, life, living

Why do you answer these questions?

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Fri, 08 Aug 2008 16:29:38 GMT

1. Sometimes the questions strike a chord in me that tells me that I want to answer it.

2. Some questions, by answering them, I feel that I can share an experience that might help another one.

3. Some questions are very good but I find no time to give to it on that particular day.

4. Some questions I just want to answer and I feel that in writing down my thoughts it helps my own self to come to a realization and acceptance I might not have initiated myself for some time.

5. Sometimes I just want to respond to a question hoping for anyone to comment so that I can talk to someone out there.

6. Some questions are maybe too personal for me to desire to answer them publicly. However I like to have a question like this to ponder within myself though I never answer it.

7. Sometimes the questions are revealing to me of what is the current idea of interest in the metaphysical community.

8. Sometimes I just like to be amazed as how (whoever it is asking the questions) can keep coming up with new questions and such pertinent ones.

9. To the ones posing the questions, I say 'keep up the good work.". Even if there are not a lot of responses, still having been ask and having been seen by many of us, it has caused a inner reflection within ourselves that perhaps we needed to take a look at. They are very good questions.

10. I am always promising myself that I am going to answer more of the questions and look at more responses from others when I find the time and inclination to do so.

11. I am waiting to see if a certain question gets ask for example. I am wondering what people would say about the saying 'One for all and all for One" whether they think this is a good way of being and what exactly do they think it actually means.

Tags: QaR, questions, reflections, reasons, depth

How do you allow for expansion in your life?

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Fri, 08 Aug 2008 00:53:06 GMT

I will remain ready for anythng but I have no definite plans for expansion of my own doing.
However I do expect that I will be expanded upon. I think that an influx of energy is going to expand us all in various degrees and I am all for that.

Tags: QaR, expansion, openness, perspectives, life

When were you last suprised by joy?

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Tue, 22 Jul 2008 16:43:04 GMT

That would be just the other day as I was sitting in front of my computer I had the sensation that everything was going to be better, over all for all people, not just myself or my own family, yet I felt my own family would be part of it for sure.

On this same day something happened with the water in our house. Several weeks ago for some strange reason that we could not discover, the water going to the bathtub in the master bedroom, just shut itself off. All other water in the house worked but not the bathtub there and we just could not fanthom why no water would come through when it was turned on. We did not do anything about it like calling a plumber, but just let it go and used other facilities in the other bathrooms for taking showers, but I really missed not getting to get into that tub since it was the widest and most desirable place for relaxing in a tub of hot water.

On this same day that I felt the sensation like everything was getting better, like almost as if the air itself had changed, that very evening my son and daughter-in-law were in their bedroom and they heard a pop, a loud pop. They went to that tub, turned the spigot and sure enough the water was flowing again. It fixed itself.

Now there may be some logical explanation for all of this and I am open to that but I do love how my son interprets this happening. He says that he also has renewed belief that everything is going to go well for us, that the flow is beginning again and good things are on their way. All of this happened just the other day, a Monday it was.

We can take the happenings in our lives and think of them as just mundane, usual, and explainable things that could happen to anyone and this is what most people do. But we are the dreamers of the dreams. We can take ordinary, or not so ordinary happenings and say of them that "this means this or that or whatever we want to proclaim them to mean" for when we do we are influencing what will come our way. We can look at all happenings everywhere, even things like the 911 event, and take some good that it can cause to come about and claim THAT to be. I think it is our responsibility to do this sort of thing, even if we are rediculed (maybe only tell those who won't rain on your parade) and it is our priviledge to call things as we wish them to be. I think that changes begin in small ways at first but that they grow and enough people doing this kind of thing, then the more dramatic and lasting the changes for the good.

There is so much one can learn from just watching YouTube, (which I like to do a lot) but I am finding out that one can be disturbed by some of the viewing. People are projecting their fears through their videos on YouTube, yet I see this as a good thing that we have this freedom to express ourselves almost any way we wish within certain limits. Of coarse we can take it or leave it, watch it or don't watch it, make of it what we want to make of what we see there or anywhere else, or see it as an opportunity to hold a good thought for someone who is experiencing fear.

All is good as we call it good, even if others do not see our reasoning in calling things good that seem only bad. It is because there is perfection in the process, always. In other words, it will all come out i to be good in the end. We have a bright future. We will find that we either join the doom and gloomers, or we will get in line with the good story tellers who want a win-win world for all concerned. This is important to me because so many are prophesying a tribulation and if they insist and bring it about for themselves only, the rest of us can foresee a jubilation. I would much rather jubulate than tribulate. I think the choice is mine.

Tags: QaR, joy, happiness, delight, surprise

A poem that is a song that never ends.....ha

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Thu, 17 Jul 2008 05:09:55 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfziXQI12z8&feature=related

The above address is my place on youtube where I sing this poem song. Below are the words. Sing along with me........and try to sound like Lambchops.

lambchops

The Poem that Never Ends

This is a poem that never ends

It just goes on and on my friend

One day I started writing it

Not knowing what it was

And I continued writing it forever just because....

I know you want this poem to end

For it to not begin again

And I'm going to end it soon

the message to ensue

Will show you that your acting out

a cycle like this too

For so many do complain

Talk about their grief and pain

We've been talking about it now

Since day one did begin

For when we spilt the cell in two

We started saying me and you

Mine and Thine became our theme

And mine, not thine, we echoed too

It happens each and every time

when we got into fear

The fear you see became control

Saying things would make them so

So we began then to create

And we created with our fear

Thinking that there was a you and me

Our oneness disappeared

Until our fears piled up so high

We forgot our descent from the sky

Pretty much we were earth bound

And we keep going round and round

We didn't realize that with our words we could create

So when we put our brother down

Those words we said, they would rebound

You know that fear turns into hate

And yes with hate we could create

We had thought that we were only

Trying to survive

And so we thought of many ways

In order to provide

Security became our quest

And so we started to devise

There were oh so many things

Our minds were cooking up

The fun we had, the terror too

the dramas then that would ensue

We came into a time of fear

Cause we no longer knew our place

Had been to be a God descended from above

We didn't know our mission here

Was to become the love

We wanted only to survive

And many times in order to

We would take from others what they were

Holding in their hand

We forgot that our purpose here

was to serve our fellow man

So we started to complain

About all the grief and pain

And our talking about the things our eyes would look upon

Made things not change

Our words you see

Were creating our reality

So I am writing this long poem

It's my way to make it plain

To get a lot of us to just start looking at our thoughts

The way you know to get control

Is to lose the fear but then you know

It won't happen if we allow

Ourselves to be chocked up with fear

And recounting all the things we see as being bad

The telling of it ore and ore

It's such a pain, it's such a chore

To talk about them is just like

this poem that goes forever on

Forever we could talk about

the things we're calling wrong

Until we finally realized it's taking way to long

So I have made a long long poem

To show you of our father's plan

Not to call the things we see for that's not the way of God

For we can call what is not

just as though it were

And you know what we can say

"My words will not return unto me void

But they will go out there

to accomplish all my will"

I call it done

I call it good

And I call it in the name of me

For we are Gods you see

No need to call it blasphemy

In his image we were made, we are creators too

Our words you see

They are the key

to changing our reality

So we must watch that little tongue

For it is set on fire of hell

For the hell we make, we're living in it now

and we can made another choice

That's what we're here to do

We will have heaven on earth

We are here to bring the birth

For we are the sons of God, the world is waiting for

We're bringing light and light is truth

And truth is love

Unconditional love

Unconditional love we have

We don't call things good or bad

We have no rules to make you follow

Nor forms of control

We won't possess

We won't dictate

We'll show you how to

give up the hate

You know sweet Earth's evolving too

And though the workers may be few

You see it only takes a few you know

To get it done so all will know

And we can have heaven below

When we learn just how to walk

When we finally walk our talk

We've been going round and round you see

But now it's time for mastery

And it begins with you and me

So let it all begin with you

You know your heart knows what to do

We've been playing round and round with this

But there is waiting so much bliss

Only listen to your feelings now

Don't try to intellectualize

Don't only look with physical eyes

For the spirit wants to move in you

Mother Earth is pushing though

She needs the help that comes from you

And now the world is speeding up

For kindergarten school is through

The bell has rang for all to hear

The message we make clear

We're proud to say, no more delay

The end is near, the end is near

Now we are going to graduate

We're going to lift our banners high
And embrace the joy and all is well
There is no devil, there is no hell
There is only God
And God is love

And the complaining all will end
And then my poem will dissipate
The fear that's given us such hell on earth
Recognizes now the light
There's no more fear, there's no more night.

And the gates are opened wide
There's no place for fear to hide
And everyone will say
I need no belief
I know I'm love, unconditional love
God has descended from above

We have risen up to meet
Our resurrection is complete
Now as below, so up above
The world is filled with so much love
Of which there is no end

Oh yes there's more of this to come
But for now the poem is done.............

Oh, About time

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Sun Gazing

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Wed, 16 Jul 2008 19:00:19 GMT

First of all you need to look at the video I made where I pictured what I am seeing. This won't make a lot of sense unless you see that first.

The Sun and What I Observe Part One

I look at the sun with squinted eyes. I look at the sun in the early morning when it is coming into view through my bedroom window. In the afternoon I lay out on a lounge chair outdoors and stare up into the sun squinting as always for I am not able to open my eyes directly to the sun.

And I am seeing amazing things. I call it the sun cell that I am seeing. My eyes become like a microscope seeing into the sub microcospic world. I see part of my own skin around my eyes when I see this sun cell. It is crawling with these little light segments, same as I see floating around my vision all the time anytime there is enough light to show them up.

I have puzzled over what it is that I am seeing for a long time now.

I read this in "The Life and Teachings of the Masters of the Far East" for it talks about a sub-microscopic zone of life which I think I am seeing.

Where the scientist lack evidence, we have forged ahead to the complete knowing that we are that great emanating frequency. Sit quietly for a few moments with the statements, "God I am, as all are," "God I Am Divine Intelligence," and know, and then admit to yourself, with all doubt removed, "I am Divine Principle, I Am Divine Love, and it flows through me to all the world." Then see yourself as God and everyone you meet or see, as God, and you will see that which is being accomplished in the sub-microscopic zone of life, for you will see an almost invisible drop of protoplasm that is transparent, jelly-like, capable of motion, drawing energy from the sun. It is

already capable of using the light of the sun to break up the carbon dioxide in the air, forcing the atoms apart, seizing the hydrogen from the water and producing carbohydrates, thus making its own food out of one of the world's most stubborn chemical compounds.

This single cell, this transparent droplet, holds within itself the germ of all life. It not only has the germ but it has the power to distribute this life to all living things, great and small, and it also fits that creature to its environment wherever life exists, even from the bottom of the ocean to the universe above. Time and environment have molded the form of every living thing so that it meets the infinite variety of all conditions, and as these living things develop their individuality, they sacrifice some of their flexibility to change and become specialized and fixed, losing the power to go back but gaining a better and greater adjustment to the conditions as they exist.

The power of this droplet of protoplasm and its contents is greater than the vegetation that clothes the earth in green, greater than all of the animals that breathe the breath of life, for all life comes from it and without it no living thing would have been or could be.

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So I think that I am seeing this and I am seeing it each and every day, this bubble like sun cell with things happening in it. Most importantly there is something in it in the lower left side of the circle of it which is staying the same. It looks like a clutch of eggs, but they don't move about and are always there. Everything moves about around them but they stay in place.

I am seeing effervescent bubbles come into this circle and they only last a few seconds, seeming to pop like they came to the top of water and made a little halo looking bubble. I was looking at a video the other day and learned about the polonium halos that are formed in granite that is a primorial rock and the creationist were using this to demonstrate (they thought) that the earth formed almost instantly. Because in this primorial rock these fossils of the polonium halos are seen which have only a short life span, being over in seconds, yet found in this granite rock. preserved as it were which they think means that the rock formed instantly almost. This is a picture of them.

cluster of polonium halos

These kind of things (only seeming to be composed of light,) come to the surface and bubble up through the cell that I see. They are very active in the morning when I look at the sun and then are they are multi colored and moving all the time. I don't know if what I see is akin to polonium halos or not but it is effervescent like for sure.
Anyway, look at the video if you wish. Comments are welcome.

Tags: sun cell, life, light

What would engage more people in creating a positive future?

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Wed, 16 Jul 2008 17:40:18 GMT

I think that people need to be involved in the telling of a story about our future, one in which we all contribute our ideas of what we think a good future will be. For instance I would like to see a moneyless society and one where we were living more intimately with nature. It would be great to imagine trees shaping themselves in such a way as they grow that they provide housing of a sort so that people could live in living structures.

So many ideas we could collectively contemplate if there were a place where all of these ideas could be brought together and discussed, pondered, and expanded upon. We know we create our future with our thoughts and some of us have maybe a greater imagination for things that could be thought of. I think that were enough of us believing for them, sooner or later they would come to be. There are so many people on the internet who do illustrations and know how to make animated versions of their ideas which could easily be shown to many people who could check in on such a site in order to see what are the latest coolest ideas coming from the many minds of so many thinkers. We can think of a sustainable world, a healthy world and a very abundant world as well.

We all know that science fiction writers (years ahead of it actually appearing) have thought of gadgets for their super heros to use that have actually been created years later and are fully objectified now but often they used their imagination in a way that there was that fear factor built into it. Such that one had to envision the tape recorder that destroyed itself five seconds after it warning message was listened to or such as that.   So now we have thinkers not so much influenced by fear and the need to imagine technology being used in defensive or offensive ways. The only thing limiting us is our own lack of imaginination. So if we plan to imagine a positive future, and we get those ideas out there before the imaginations of others as well, then we will directly be creating a new kind of future. If we don't do it, others who imagine fearfully will do it for us as they have already been doing and are clearly getting us into great peril.

Einstein said that imagination was more necessary than intelligence. Maybe too many of us are locked into seeing a future where our kids grow up, get that education that qualifies them for the good paying job, so that they can pay a huge mortgage and all the insurance and car payments and live paycheck to paycheck, and have health insurance and live in a world such as we now live in, WHICH to me is slavish and getting out of hand. I know that my children are so involved in just making a living that they feel they have not enough time to contemplate or meditate very much and they make the mistake of using what spare time they do have watching the news on television. I see it all as a trap but they don't. I see it as a life designed to keep people so occupied that they can not wake up and discover their innate abilities, many of which are more effective when engaged in by at least the critical core of people to get it to the momentum it needs in order to become fulfilled.

When I look at nature films and I see how many fish in the ocean have learned how to camoflage themselves so that it is nearly impossible to see them or to make a poison that will take down it's prey that is much larger perhaps, I think "Well they are less complex forms of life and yet they managed to do this". So what is holding people back?  I am sure that these fish have taken on these abilities because of their connection with Creator. We have that same kind of connection.

What if someone out there who can create web sites has one where people can join in and illustrate their ideas of the future and how we will live in it. We could have it where when enough people find that they like one particular ideal, the programmer of that site designs it into a little reality world kind of place where we all can imagine it better and make there be places where we can go into chat rooms and such and get together in real time and talk. Sure it would be fantasy at first but before long, it could become objectified. Everything certainly has to be a thought first, and we should take the responsibility of being the thinkers, the story tellers, the dreamers of dreams that can and do come true.

Maybe it is not a just a simpler way of life that is more economic that we will want to envision, but one in which life is efficient and co-operative with nature and with the animal kingdom and even the insects. I used to have a garden and the gophers would take my most wonderful squash plants and kill them and drag them into their holes. What if the gophers were helping man with irrigation of the plants and there was a consideration for providing them with plenty to eat located in certain areas set aside for them...in return for their help with the irrigation. That may sound ridiculous to some but the animal kingdom has relationships that solve some of their problems where they work with another kind of animal.

Even if you yourself can not create such a web site that does this, you can imagine that there will be someone or maybe many someones, who will want to do such a web site. We all help with our thoughts directed to certain ideas, but it takes our desiring and that is something that we are all capable of.

Tags: QaR, inspiration, collaboration, future, vision

Do you pay attention to your dreams?

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Mon, 02 Jun 2008 16:20:11 GMT

I pay attention to dreams especially if they repeat themselves.

I had a dream which I would have often about going back to high school after I had
been graduated for many years. All of the students would be much younger than me yet here
I would be in their class rooms. I often would think, "I will skip this class and play hookey, an just walk home." I would wonder while in the dream why I was still in school. Also when I went to walk home I could not remember where home was.

Then I had one last dream of this happening only it was different. There I was in school again and here I am an older woman still in high school. I looked around and saw that there was an older man in the school so I went over to him to ask him if he knew why we were still in the classroom at our high schools even though we graduated years ago. Right when he was going to tell me something, there appeared a gaint wave on the horizon getting taller and taller. I could see that it was going to crash onto not just the school but the town as well.

It did come crashing down but it was like bubbles and I and all the others just sort of floated around in it not getting hurt at all but rather enjoying the ride. After it had retreated the aftermath was that all the books and desks and chairs, all equipment for learning were destroyed and were scattered all over the place ruined. The people of the town were out looking for their furniture and clothing because all their possessions had been picked up and displaced. I walked about and saw a dining room chair but then I thought, "I don't really need that". Then I saw a very pretty dress that would fit my grand daughter and I started to get it only someone came and said it was her dress so I did not take it.

Sometimes when I think of this dream I have the feeling it means that soon we will be living in such a way that schooling will no longer be necessary. Also we will be getting along without so much of what we call our possessions, for they will no longer possess us.

Tags: QaR, dreams, dreaming, sleep

What would you choose to make a film about?

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Sun, 11 May 2008 03:57:45 GMT

I would make a film about what it would take for us to save our world in short order.

It would be about the power of love, how that love coupled with wisdom is all that is
needed to heal our world.

I would tell about the effect of loving the enemy, how that this protects us from the enemy and also it heals the enemy or if the love sent to the enemy is resisted , it destroys them without our having to have a military or weapons of any kind. I would say in this film that we need our politicians to began talking about forgiveness and love for the enemy.

I would have the film say how that we are Gods when we know that we are, and that the knowing of this IS the power to accomplish, and that there must be absolutely no doubt in us about the power of love.

words like this I would put into the film...........

"God is not a great being outside of you, that you are going to bring within and then present to the world. God is that power which is generated and exhilarated by your own thought action. It is true that this power is within and all about you, but it is inactive until you think of it and know that it does exist. Then you see it flowing forth from you in limitless measure. You present it to the world and the world is benefited by your presentation. You, yourself, must present the accomplishment by putting forth the driving force of all Good, God your Father, the power to accomplish, behind every thought and act. Now you are God fulfilling or filling full the accomplishment. This is God, the true and only God, standing forth from you.

and I would tell them of these words of Jesus, where he explains how powerful the pure white light of love. and how legions are at our command........and how we ourselves are powerful generators.........(as explained in Jesus words below)
............................................

"Let your body become a generator through which this Great Creative Radiating Principle flows. See this Principle as the emanation of all power; know that it is the principle of all power; then, like an electric generator, your body will collect and magnify this energy until you send it out as a stream of pure white light that nothing can resist and anything directed toward you cannot harm you.

"You can also send such intense impulses of electrical energy over these light beams that the body of the one attempting to harm you will be destroyed. Any resistance to this energy immediately magnifies its volume and therefore its velocity. The ones setting up resistance against it or attempting to set up their personal will only harm themselves. If they do not set up any resistance to this light, it will pour its healing balm through them as well as it does through you.

"It is the pure God-beam and power, which blends with that of another at all times if there is no resistance to its free flow. It vibrates with the highest vibration. Consequently, all are vibrating in perfect harmony and accord and no harm can possibly come to them, as they are in unison with the God vibration. There is absolutely nothing that can harm another unless that one resists the God vibration. Vibration is life. Do you not see how you stand one with God at all times? In this attitude would there be a possibility of separation? The only separation is the resistance that causes the inharmony.

"Nothing can come near you when you stand in the Holy Mount, One with God. This is not a special privilege for a few, this is for all; I AM, the great absolute cause or source in which every child stands one with God. Thus all live under THE LAW, the highest vibratory thought action. There is not an inharmonious vibration that can enter this sphere, this throne, where all belong and are at home. This is your Divine Kingdom.

"You can also use this power to return false and harmful thoughts or desires that are directed toward you. You can, if you so desire, step up this white God-light-beam, endow it with God power, magnify and transform the energy the sender has given the thing or condition that was intended for you, then place it into your reflector and send it back to the sender with the velocity of light. When you return it in this way it is a beam of pure white light, instead of merely lowered vibrations, as it was sent out to you.

"When it reaches the sender, the impulses are so potent that it can destroy the body of the one who first put in motion the lower vibration. It matters not whether you know the sender or the location from which it came, the vibration will return to its source unerringly. The judgment or day of retribution has arrived. ‘As you give, so you receive good measure (God measure) pressed down and running over.'

(many in the media teach us to fear and to hate the enemy...and that is not a good message and serves only those who want to profit off of war and selling implements of war, no matter that our sons and daughters, husbands and wives, become cannon fodder for no good reason.) (this we must forgive in them for our thoughts have added to the condition our world is in as well and we in forgiving them are forgiving our own selves as well)

"You can transform God-power and send it out with such force that it is irresistible. These are the beams or rays of light that you see emanating from my body. These rays are emanating from your body, although they are not yet as potent; but as you go on and use this power, allied with Law and Principle, you will add potency to the light and can consciously direct it to accomplish any good desire.

"When the artist portrayed me at Gethsemane, the rays of light went out from my body instead of coming out from heaven to me. The light is the God-power generated from within my body, then sent out by the reflector. These beams go out from every body when that person stands forth as God in his divine heritage - the Christ of God ALL ONE.

"This is and can be made the definite motto of all humanity. Can there be discord between brothers if they become this all-absorbing One?

"Now, step up this white beam which is the God-beam upon which you send out God-power; endow it with God-power transformed, ten thousand or ten million times greater than that which has been sent out to you and which you are returning (this is as you decree); then let it flow back upon the same path that the vibrations of the thing traveled to you. When the person receives this ray and accepts it as coming from God, the attempted harm is all erased, forgiven, forgotten, and no harm can come to you or the sender of that harmful thought. You are both eye to eye one with God. Instead of inharmony, there is perfect harmony, you are again ONE.

"If the sender of the harmful thought does not accept the white ray which you have sent out in all its potency, his body will be destroyed. This pure white ray will comopletely erase every vibration of harm or discord if allowed to complete its perfect work. If resisted, there is nothing but a perfect erasure for the one who holds determinedly to the resistance. His resistance draws to him the whole creative principle, ADVERSELY, as to the square of the resistance set up. The square means multiplying the resistance four times.

"Thus you see that, as you send out good or evil, it will return to you fourfold.

"You are standing forth as the Lord or Law giving forth Good or God for evil but, even in this attitude, be truly humble, JUDGE NOT. Place every bit of love you possess upon this pure white ray and see well to it that it is the pure love of God that you are generating and sending forth. As you accomplish this, legions are at your command. You are still meek and humble, willing to follow on with the light. It is the pure light of God that you follow; and that light is life, love, purity and beauty, eternal and profound.

"There are seven centers in your body that can be used as reflectors. You can cause these central points to glow with a radiance far greater than any artificial light and, when you wish to send out this light, it glows with a greater potency and will reach farther than any electrical beam that can be projected.

"By setting all these centers aglow at the same time, you are completely surrounded by an armor that nothing can penetrate.

"You can send out the pure white ray of God, so energized that your body actually glows with a brilliancy far greater than that of the noonday sun. You stand forth Lord of Creation, the Lord of Hosts. You stand forth true and triumphant, yet peaceful, loving, God enthrones in your body, and that body beautiful, spiritual, and divine.

As these vibrations came to us, the light emanating from the bodies of Jesus and his group was most difficult to behold; yet there was that vibrant brilliancy shining through, which resembled liquid gold. To our vision there seemed to be an indefiniteness, while to all of the other senses there was the solidity of rock. Again the vibrations came:

"In this way you can make your body completely invisible to mortal sight by focusing your entire thought fuly and definitely upon the pure white God ray and letting it go forth from the seven centers as reflectors, in unison.

"Then, again you can step right out on either of these rays and present any picture that you wish to those that would do you harm. You can follow on this beam with the exact speed of light, and go where you will, instantly. Your body is invisible to those who do not see through and beyond the mortal. They are aware that there is something they do not understand; thus, they are susceptible to any picture you wish to present to them. That which they do not understand is mysterious or super-natural and the faculty which is developed through suspicion or superstition is easily misled. Thus you send out love to those that would do you harm and the energy they release reflects back to them.

"The picture of harm they have sent out depicts the lower man of each one fighting that which they believe to be their enemy, when in reality they are fighting the picture of their own lower selves. These pictures change the closest friends into enemies and array brother against brother.

( I would make sure this film shows how we are being used by those in control in ways like causing us to be material minded so much that we work so hard and so long that we do not find the time to meditate. They are afraid if we have time to meditate we might come to know who we really are and then the game would be up for we would step into our power. So the news you hear on the main line media is all designed to put us into fear, to keep us looking at things like, "what is Paris Hilton up to now, or Britney Spears,,,,,,such things as that which get a lot of media coverage when we all know there are way better things to talk about. We are being dumbed down but we can wisen up. It will be up to each of us to take personal responsibility for our thoughts and where our attention is going.....)

Tags: QaR, movies, film, film-making, world, gaia

What is the Earth saying to you?

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Sat, 26 Apr 2008 05:31:02 GMT

"Get ready for a little bit of a bumpy ride, but never fear.....because of the efforts of many of the Light Workers, this will be like an elevator ride.......Don't go into fear and keep yourself busy sending out all the love you can to everyone and everything. That is really all you have to do. For help in staying calm, keep yourself informed and aware at all times by listening to your own inner guidance. Notice the light and not the darkness. It will grow expoentially the more you keep your focus on the Light......

Up, up and away we go.....You can fasten your seat belts now.

Earth

Tags: QaR, earth, planet, gaia, speaking, voice

From "The Starseed Transmissions"

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Fri, 25 Apr 2008 03:55:12 GMT

I think that this is a very important book written by Ken Carey, this Starseed Transmission book of his. I have included the first few pages of it just to give you an idea of what it is about and I think that once you read through this you will want to read the entire book. There is very timely information in this part that you see below, and one gains a better understanding of just who and what we are on this Earth from just reading this first part......so enjoy

(FROM; THE STARSEED TRANSMISSIONS) A small portion of tht book follows......

I come from the Presence where there is no time but the eternal now. I retain, even in the midst of this relationship, an awareness of this realm and of the Universal Being that inhabits it. I come with a message that will prove vital to you in these final days of your history. My individual identity comes into being only as I enter the context of my relationship with you. When I am no longer needed in this capacity, I will merge back into the Being behind all being. There I remain in unity and fulfillment until the next impulse comes to send me on another mission. In the interim, there is no distinction between me and the source. I and others of my kind desire at this time to bring humans to this same level of awareness.

I am a focus of collective human consciousness, but at this time you have little conception of what that means. You do not yet suspect what the singularity of collective human consciousness might be. You still draw identity from the present form of your expression. You feel defined and limited by flesh and bones. You are only beginning to comprehend your oneness with other forms of life. For me to tell you, with these limiting definitions you have of yourself, that I represent an element or a focus of your collective consciousness, would actually be less accurate than to say that I am extraterrestrial. I meet the criteria of the latter term in that I do come from outside your planetary field of influence. I bring instructions to your race from the directive organ of Galactic Being.

When you remember your true nature, and begin to draw identity from the totality of your being, then it could be stated with all validity that I am an element of your own consciousness. However, at that point, you will no longer perceive me as you do now. When you have awakened to the reality of your true being, you will perceive me and all my species as being inside yourself. Until then, you perceive me as being outside yourself.

There is but the filmiest of screens between your present condition and your true nature. It is our mission to assist you in bridging this gap, to awaken you from sleep, to bring you to the fulfillment of your destiny.

The state of consciousness that I represent does not normally verbalize. It is difficult for me to relate what I wish to convey only through the words and concepts with which you are familiar. Your language was designed to facilitate commerce. What we put together with its components can only approximate my meaning.

There is another, more ancient language, more conducive to discourse on this level, but you have forgotten it. It is the universal language of light. Its transfer of information is accomplished through the actual projection of living informational units. These units are at once more specific and more inclusive than your words. They have been designed to convey organic information of concise, yet comprehensive, informational content. Simultaneously with this conceptual communication, you are subliminally receiving this same information through this living language of light, though your preoccupation with words leaves you with no awareness of it at this time.

My work will be complete when I have put you in touch once again with this ancient language. When you have learned to allow the silencing of your thoughts and have begun to focus attention on inner vibrational frequencies, you will become aware of a far more comprehensive picture of all that I am now telling you. Until such time as the life-giving information that comes to you from the source of your being is more readily accessible, I will work within the limitations of your linguistic structure and translate as accurately as I am able.

Human beings have a tendency to become imprisoned in their concepts. You must remember that words and concepts can be both fallible and misleading. They are not absolutes. Do not confuse them with the realities they represent. No statement that I will make can be taken as an absolute statement. This does not mean that I am coming from a vague place. On the contrary, it means that your words are not precise enough to express the levels of vibratory awareness that I am attempting to communicate through them.

If we are able to get the totality of our message through to even a few individual cells of your collective body, these few should be able to translate this information into forms of cultural expression that will bring about your awakening far more effectively than our overt manipulations of the historical process. The message that is revealed in these pages is the key that will unlock your own latent informational input systems. We are here to put you in direct contact with the source of all information.

Our mission is to bring a pre-Fall state of awareness to all human beings who are able to respond, however different they may be, whatever background they may have come from, using whatever conceptural structures seem appropriate. These individuals will then be instructed to translate this awareness into forms of informational exchange appropriate to their respective cultural situations.

As this new awareness increasingly filters into everyday levels of human function, and as more and more individual human cells become aware of what is taking place, the change will accelerate exponentially. Eventually, the psychic pressure exerted by a critical mass of humanity will reach levels that are sufficient to tip the scales. At that moment, the rest of humanity will experience an instantaneous transformation of a proportion you cannot now conceive. At that time, the spell which was cast on your race thousands of years ago, when you plunged into the worlds of good and evil, will be shattered forever. Even now, with the healing influx of new information, the spell is beginning to lift. Even as I speak these words, the materializing force fields of bondage and limitation are beginning to lose their influence on consciousness.

During this period of vibrational transformation each of you will have a variety of roles to play. Each of you will translate the Life-impulse into patterns appropriate to your environment, and express this impulse in your daily living. I am now blending my consciousness with the cells of your body in order to provide you with some of the more specific information that I do occasionally relate, but I do this as little as possible. My primary function is to show you how to tap these systems of data retention for yourself. With guidance, you will learn to release your definitions of who you think you are, open your self up to the experience of a much greater reality than you presently believe possible, and return to a level of consciousness where you will be able to communicate with us, not through cumbersome words and concepts, but directly, through communion with all that is.

Do you want to know more about extraterrestrials? Do you want a definition of angels? We are you, yourself, in the distant past and distant future. We are you as you were, would have been and still are, had you not fallen from your original state of grace. We exist in a parallel universe of non-form, experiencing what you would have experienced had you not become associated with the materializing processes. I act in this capacity as a mid-wife at your birth into form. I am an angel of destiny, a messenger from the stars, but I am also the reflection of your unity before and after matter. I am here to enter your consciousness, here to wake you up.

Blending with you now in this communication that is also communion, I can sense a forthcoming period of union. I sense its strange and awesome realities. I feel like an explorer in some vast and uncharted land. Are you aware of the uniqueness of physical reality? I sense both pleasure and pain at my entry into your events. I sense pain at the potential I see wasted and at my own commission to verbalize. But I sense pleasure at what I am experiencing through your senses; for though your sensory channels are, in your exclusive dependence of them, your great limitation, they are also marvelous instruments of perception. They are truly your crowing virtue as well as your tragic flaw. This is the first time that I have had the opportunity to perceive reality in this manner. I have never seen the structure of time and space reduced to such intricate and beautiful patterns. I would look out of our eyes for a while and take in the colors and the room and the trees outside the window, and delight in the curious way you perceive light -as illumination! I would love to explore your world in a playful and child-like fashion. I can better understand now how you are deceived-such a deep realm of awesome forces, the material plane.

Yet you will not be able to continue here much longer if we don't get on with the business at hand. Much that I am now seeing will not survive many more years of human ignorance. It is important that we use this time to supply you with the information you need. It is important that we restore you, as the central control mechanism of this planet, to a proper state of function. Perhaps a day will come, after all has been set to right again, when we can spend some time together just enjoying the wonders of Creation. I would delight in an opportunity to travel about with you, seeing what you would show me out of your eyes, hearing what you hear with your ears, feeling the touch of Earth on that wonderful substance that is at once both Sun and stone. But now there is work to be done. We must forge the conceptual tools that will set you free.

Tags: Starseed, collective human consciousness

What separates you from others?

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Sun, 20 Apr 2008 19:18:14 GMT

Being busy about taking care of an assorted bunch of things I do for my kids and grandkids.
Also, wanting to be about doing research on some of my favorite subjects......even sometimes playing a video game on MSN.....Peggle!

Tags: QaR, others, separation, uniqueness, difference

If I Could Speak for the Pope

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Sun, 20 Apr 2008 05:58:31 GMT

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If I could speak for the Pope I would say this.

I Can Not Save Fantasia (this world of our imagination)
It's going to be up to all of you.
You must step over into your own empowerment.
Quit looking to me and giving your power over to me.
Look to yourselves and take the reigns of your own power..
See Yourselves as GOD

Your Greatest Weakness
Must be your Greatest Strength
Look no longer for help outside of yourself
You are the Savior you have been waiting on
Look to no one but yourself
For God is in his Holy Temple
And that is YOU.
Seek God Within, not without.

Tags: Pope, Fantasia

To Die is to Live and To Live is to Love

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Sun, 20 Apr 2008 05:22:30 GMT

To Die is to Live and to Live is to Love

Some say they've never talked to God

Some say they've never seen her face

But you've seen God in every face

On which you've focused your eyes

Your eyes have been a little dim

For you to fail to notice him

You got into a little fear

When you thought that she was not near

But I am in your very soul

You breathe me with your every breath

And I am in the situation

Even when you call it death

For I can never never die

I only change my form

I live as you upon the face of earth

And then I return unto the place of birth

You are much bigger than you know

A God you are but you don't show

The capabilities of a God

For you think or yourself as just a clod of dirt

You are so much more than you know

You've only come here to grow

To face a new kind of situation

To see what will be your heart's persuasion

To live a life of knowing only love

To see me in the very heart of man

Though often man may be in his illusion

You can see through the illusion and call him blessed

You only need to bless each person, each situation

And call everything blessed

Call them blessed and call them holy

For God is looking on the inward heart of you

Call them good and call them holy

This is all you need to do

Everything in life is a little mini-series

Of your favorite character, call it you.

The next performance of the latest showing

Is directed by you without your knowing

You know not that your life is how you call it

For you keep looking at the things at hand

You think of former days and drag them to you

Making this current show a repeat performance of the past

But it need not be the same old situation

For you are the director of the show

It changes all the time, and it gets better

Your way of directing things can make the difference

So learn you how to be a good director

Learn you how to be a better potter

Know that you become the thoughts you think

And think again, and make a better choice

All around you are the opportunities

But you have labeled them as only difficulties

And so that is what they become for you

For they will be as you call them

Your calling forth

You are the thinker, thinking

And like attracts like

Thoughts of fear will bring the fearful thing right to you

Thoughts of love will do the same thing too

You are a co-creator just like me

You create the next series of the show

I know the final outcome of the show

And rest assured it comes out good

But you determine how long it's going to take

And how much pain you must endure along the way

Turn it around, you can do it today

By watching all the thoughts you think and what you do and say

Just call forth a new tomorrow

There are so many possibilities

So many ways a person's life can go

You only need to keep your thoughts in line with my loving thoughts

I am not going to do the thinking for you
I've given you free will to make your choice
So make your choice
But don't call it good or bad
Just observe "Did it serve you? "
If you learned anything that made your spirit grow
If you learned how to forgive
If you learned how to love
Then you have taken your spirit to a higher level

You grow, you evolve, you experience
Life is for the living of it

See it as exciting

                                                                     See it as revealing

                                                                      See it as exploring

                                                                     See it as discovering

                                                                    See it as remembering

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Poem GOD'S SONG IN ME

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Sun, 20 Apr 2008 04:37:46 GMT

Back in 1998 I went through a period of time when poems just came to me and I am not
really a poet, not since then, and not before but for a few days I got poems from Spirit. Here is one of them I call "God's Song in Me"

God's Song in Me

I know who I am and I know where I'm going

because I know that I'm already there

I need not go anywhere.

All that God has for me is already inside of me.

You think there is a past and you think there is a future

and you are going back and forth between the two.

Here's a secret, this is what you do.

From now on the present is the only place to be

For the future is already here

And the past is no longer relevant.

You can only take the leap of faith

to decide that now is the best time to be alive

and make the most of this

Holy Instant Now.

For when you do, Oh when you do

You change the past and you change the future

for they can have no control of you.

There is no other way for you to have your way

So live within this day

and change your very thought

so it can have the sway over all your by-gone days

and all your future too.

Its really up to you,

this moment that is true depends on me and you

to co-operate, to dedicate,

to contemplate, to consecrate, to appreciate, to demonstrate,

to celebrate, to officiate, for life is for the living NOW.

There is no other time

for I have made you mine.

You can only lose your mind

if you take it out of mine.

You are all a part of me and I know that you will see

ME living in you, as you, and through you

but not for you and not only you

For I am in everyone of you.

See me in everyone you see.

Don't condemn any part of me

I am able to give you light

When you realize to your delight

That I am the light that shines from within

each person no matter how dim, no matter how you think of him.

For good and bad is only your way

of making your words construct things your way.

Good and bad are only your rules of what you want

and what you'll see.

The truth is that I am a God of ONE.

My law is love and only love.

You can not break it into its opposite

for nothing else can oppose it.

You are only fooling yourself to think that you

can make anything but love.

No one using hate has made anything that last.

The truth about what you have made

out of fear is just that it is an illusion.

I know, this sounds queer

But illusions are happening all around you

to help you remember and to know what you can do.

You have the power within yourself
to make your world behave itself.
I have given you the dominion
but you gave it away and now
you can decide to take it back
when you can remember the one that you are IS GOD.

Then you will discover that you are one with it all,
the sunset, the trees, the sea and the breeze
the plant and the ground, the worm in the dirt
and also the star that shines above.
Your everywhere present, your everywhere love.

Oh when you remember, you re-member me.
You bring me together with love, can't you see.
You get out your own special ways of expressing
all of the love that my heart is out pressing.

You find love in everyone only when you
know that your looking for me in them too.
For your narrow minded ways of thinking you are separate
have made for you senseless things that won't last.

They are temporary, they all pass away.
Your doctrines, your rituals, your do-it-my-way.
Your smug little feeling of superiority
is something you use to deny my authority.

We don't get to heaven by refusing to see
the simple fact that everyone is me.
My love is a transforming power you see
and hate has not power to do things my way.

For hate draws the user into its own self
and nothing is possible to build that will last.
It builds nothing, it destroys nothing, it is nothing.
For you see hate is only a thought you have thought.

And it is a thought you have thought because of fear.
Because you won't remember that I'm here, in you, in all.

Hate is only a thought you have thought.
I've given it no power but you have.

It is not real unless you make it real.
It is something that you made when you got into fear.

Your fear is your own illusion, not mine.
I won't have any part of it, nor of anger or pain.
I'll have no part of believing this way.

For love is my nature, Love is all that I know.
I don't know judgment, for why would I judge you when I see you as me?
I don't know punishment for why should I hurt myself?
I don't know doubt for I am certainty.

I am that I am
And you are that you are
But what are you going to make of yourself?
What is it THAT you are?

You can only be what you think and say
And what you think and say are how you create
For you are the potter and you are the clay.
You are the thinker and you are the thought.

Tags: thinker, thought, potter, pot

A Message From A Fish

http://skyabove.gaia.com — Sat, 19 Apr 2008 21:25:24 GMT

This is a poem I wrote about a fish giving advise.

A Message From a Fish

I am a fish and I know some things.

You want to catch me but I want to catch you.

I have a way of diving deep.

My thoughts are going to speak to you

If you dive deep, yes deep within.

Way down deep inside of you

Where that still small voice abides in you

Which you did not hear because you were

Just skimming the surface.

But you see I have learned that the surface is loud

For the waves are always breaking. The birds can dive right in the surface.

The light penetrates into the surface and you can see so much,

but not everything

For did you know that you can also see in the dark.

It's dark down deep from where I come.

I hear no noise, I see no light.

Nothing distracts me so I can be alone, and quiet, and remember.

It's hard to remember when you are near the surface.

Too much to see and hear and touch.

Things that fascinate, things that frighten.

Things that just fill my mind up crowding out

Any time to reflect.

I stay so busy, busy, busy all the time when I am

Staying on the surface never knowing that there is any reason

To go Deeper

To stop the searching, always searching for the Truth.

Deep, deep down inside the Truth abides

Hidden there just like a treasure

But not found easily for you have to want it.

You have to desire it with all your being

And be willing to say, "I will be still and listen"

And even to be willing to have been wrong.

Wrong in what I thought, what I said, what I did, what I believed.

Wrong but not condemned, only corrected.

For love abides deep down inside of you

Unconditional love such as says

I forgive you for you knew not what you were doing.

I am the magic fish you know that grants your wish

If you will not wish to rule the sun, the moon, the stars.

But if you wish the only wish that you will ever need.

Not to rule, control, possess, dictate

But to create with the truth, with understanding.

I am a fish who has a wish for you

And it's my wish that you knew the truth I do.

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