I will remain ready for anythng but I have no definite plans for expansion of my own doing. 
However I do expect that I will be expanded upon.  I think that an influx of energy is going to expand us all in various degrees and I am all for that.

Just the other day I found something that I had been wanting to find.  Not for a long time had I wanted this, just about a week maybe. You see I wanted to have a source of drinking water in my bedroom and I did not simply want to bring a plastic bottle of water (my usual way of getting it there) into my room  and drink from it.  I decided about a week ago that I wanted a container made of glass and one that I would be able to paint words on. 

I have read the book called "Messages in Water" by Emoto, a Japanese man, who has
experimented with freezing water and taking pictures of the ice crystals that form from the frozen water. He put the water under various conditions in order to see if the water would form certain kinds of crystals.  If he obtained water from a poluted source, it would not even make a crystal, but when that same water was prayed for, then photographed again in it's frozen state, the resultant crystals were beautiful.  So he came to believe that water is intelligent and is influenced by it's surroundings.  Since so much of our body is water it is important he says to keep the positive words around us and in use by us , because negative words which he put on glasses of water to expose the water to a negative word, produced very ugly warped crystals or no crystals at all.  Emoto gave me a view of water that I had never imagined.

Now, I have decided to eliminate a lot of the foods I have been eating and doing a fast of mostly fruits for a few weeks.  I have sometimes considered that to be able to live on Light would be good as it is being done by some few people in this world.  If you don't know what this is do a google search on "breathterians".   So since water is going to be a big part of my diet these days I wanted to honor the water by having a beautiful container for it, one that I could set by my window and allow the sun to shine in on.  Thus about three days ago I began my search for such a container.  I went to store after store just trying to find a ceramic water crock which you place those plastic bottles on top of but could not find that.

Finally I found one of those at the Salvation Army Store.  I like to go there on their half price days where everything in the store is half price. So I find there a ceramic crock on a wooden stand, needing a lot of cleaning but well perhaps I should get this I thought. So I get in the line of people that goes all the way to the middle of the store, so many people with huge carts of stuff are checking out that it is going to take over an hour in line to get my purchase.  As I get near the front of the store I see a woman looking at what it is that I know I want but I had not seen it at all when I called myself really looking everywhere. I know she won't want it, I think, because that is there for me.  As soon as she leaves it, I run over to it and get it into my cart.  It is just want I wanted and I think by no accident.  I have to do some work on the spigot because it won't turn (probably the reason no one before me who saw it wanted to purchase it) but I have taken it off and am going to get that fixed.


I paid only about 13 dollars for this since it was half price day. I will paint beautiful words
on this such as 'Unconditional Love" and "Radiant Health", this sort of thing.  I feel that this container was there for me to find, caused to be there by the powers that be, invisible though they may seem to us.  I feel that our thoughts are known, our actions are sometimes just something we think we thought of doing ourselves, but really if we are moving within the flow of the daily guidance (which is very subtle sometimes), then these wonderful strange coincidences will happen more and more often to us. 

I have had other such synchronicities happen to me in the past but lately I was wondering why it seldom is happening these days.  Then after this came to me, this wonderful water container, I realized that you have to begin to think on what it is that you want and use your imagination moreso.  Like Ester Hicks says, who channels 'Abraham'.  "Most of us get what we get by default", just whatever is there but not by our knowing that we can put the thought out there that will cause what we get to be precisely what we want, not what we will settle for. Our own imagination is the only thing that is holding us back I think sometimes. I am going to begin to imagine more and really hold fast to the belief that "Imagination and faith are the beginning of Creation" . 

Also I think that by our sharing our experiences, such as we are doing here on Gaia, we will be given even more to share because we are not just holding it in but giving forth of the joy we have felt,  by sharing that with others.  That just has to increase the flow.  We can expect more and more wonderful things to begin happening to us, or continue to happen to us, and just imagine what we might collectively imagine for to happen!

My acceptance of what it. My joy and anticipation that the what is IS subject to change. My thrill to be on the cutting edge of change and to actually be an instrument of change.  To look at what is and not allow it to distract, to cause one to become untrusting, to influence one to be sad, and to see through it for the illusion that it is.  The joy  of getting a glimpse a the bigger picture and the possibility of creating a new earth. 

To borrow from the words of another, "not to see winter but summer sleeping" not to see caterpillers but painted butterflies to be" not to see man in want but Jesus asleep in the heart of man".  We will awaken and say "Peace, be still" and all the waters shall be calmed.  I claim that.

1.  Sometimes the questions strike a chord in me that tells me that I want to answer it.

2. Some questions, by answering them, I feel that I can share an experience that might help another one.

3. Some questions are very good but I find no time to give to it on that particular day.

4. Some questions I just want to answer and I feel that in writing down my thoughts it helps my own self to come to a realization and acceptance I might not have initiated myself for some time.

5. Sometimes I just want to respond to a question hoping for anyone to comment so that I can talk to someone out there.

6. Some questions are maybe too personal for me to desire to answer them publicly. However I like to have a question like this to ponder within myself though I never answer it.

7. Sometimes the questions are revealing to me of what is the current idea of interest in the metaphysical community.

8. Sometimes I just like to be amazed as how (whoever it is asking the questions) can keep coming up with new questions and such pertinent ones.

9. To the ones posing the questions, I say 'keep up the good work.". Even if there are not a lot of responses, still having been ask and having been seen by many of us, it has caused a inner reflection within ourselves that perhaps we needed to take a look at.  They are very good questions. 

10. I am always promising myself that I am going to answer more of the questions and look at more responses from others when I  find the time and inclination to do so.

11. I am waiting to see if a certain question gets ask for example.  I am wondering what people would say about the saying 'One for all and all for One" whether they think this is a good way of being and what exactly do they think it actually means. 

I am at the age where I no longer let it bother me what other people's opinion of me is.  Also I feel more strongly about my thoughts being  right, at least right for me if not for another, and I no longer would feel the need to apologize for my way of thinking. In other words, I have firmed up some of my thinking and don't feel so much like I am coming from some vague place as once I did.

I feel that  I have the priviledge of changing my thoughts and sometimes I do change them. I realize that some things I felt strongly about before, I have come to not see as that important anymore and I give myself this right, to change my mind.  Call me fickle if you wish, but this is the way life is for me. Everything is subject  to change.  I am not my personality, nor my thoughts. I feel that I am something much greater than a mere personality. That part of myself  (that I am getting to know better each day) is my best communicator. 




 

There is a little MSN game called "Peggle" that I like to play.  Funny thing is that I used to be someone who thought I would not waste my time on playing games on line.  But that has changed.  I found that playing a game was something that made me enter a kind of 'relaxed way'  of being  like I had the joy of saying to myself and demonstrating to myself that I did not have to always be getting something done that needed doing. Things always need doing.  But by playing the game I could reward myself in a sense and be able to say, "I even have enough time to play this game which is not getting anything done that I need to do at all.  It is almost like I can play it and say to that part of me that wants me to think that only constructive things should be done,  "Hey no, don't be such a hard task master. I will enjoy this game and I will get to the 'stuff'  done later.