About Bob

This is a picture I took of my deceased husband's Bob's watch .  He had set the alarm on the watch and could not figure how to turn it off so after he died, for about three years it would go off each evening at about 7:14 p.m. One day my friend who was visiting me took a picture right at that time when the alarm began sounding.  We got this strange picture that has some kind of energy pattern in it.  It also shows at the top what looks like notebooks although there were no notebooks around at that time.  I have always thought it to be some kind of message from Bob. 

I want to mention a few things that happened during my time with Bob.

Something very strange and  happened to me a few years ago.  Bob was having these  sudden attacts of memory loss.  They would come on him all of a sudden and he would go into a panic not knowing where he was or why or even hardly who he was.  This happened a lot and when it did I would begin to tell him where we were, who he was and what we were doing and answer his many questions.  Sometimes I felt he was not really himself when this happened to him, but that someone else was looking through his eyes.

It was a terrible problem and it keep him from continuing his work as a computer programmer.  On one particular day this came over him while we were in the car driving on a busy freeway on our way back from a job interview he had gone to.  I had him take an off-ramp and pull over right away.  He was saying strange things. I ask him did he know who I was and he did. I ask him where he thought  we were  and he said, "In a space ship, we have been visiting other planets".  I ask him where were we going now,  he said "We are going back to earth"....Why I ask.  "Oh, to tie up some loose ends".....he said......   After that response he lapsed back into his confused and "where am I mode" and I had to practically tell him his life history again before it all came back to him, usually in about an hour he would get him memory back. .  

On one particular day this memory loss happened five times that day. It was getting to be quite bothersome to me and I was feeling kind of mad about it.  I was beginning to think that something wanted to possess him so when it happened for the fifth time I happened to be across the room from him and I pointed my hand at  him and said, "Come out of him in the name of Jesus".....

What happened next was something that I did not see, only he saw it.  He said that a ball of light came from my hand straight at him, entered his head and came out the back of his head and he saw it all as though he were out of his body seeing it come out the back of his head.  He looked at me and he said, "Who are you" with the emphasis on the 'are',  and then he went on and on about it for hours telling me over and again that a ball of light came from my hand to  his head and out the back of his head.  I saw and felt nothing myself but I believed that he saw what he said he saw.  I don't know what that was or how it happened for I was not conscious of having done anything.

The result of that experience was a change in Bob. He had been a rather harsh person, not given to emotional feelings of a loving nature, not given to crying over anything.  After that experience he would cry at a tender part of a movie we were watching, and he would see people and bless them verbally, like this little girl in a wheel chair. He went up to her and held her hand and told her he was sending energy to her to help her to heal.  This kind of thing was so totally not the way he had been before. 

Many strange things had happened to Bob all of his life from the time he was a young boy. He used to go somewhere in his sleep when he was young and would be in a place  where he had a little friend that he loved to be with.  They would run through the fields and play together in this place that was a happier place than earth...He wanted to stay there and not have to wake up and be back in his life. One day the boy's parents discovered that Bob was there with their son and they said, "This is not allowed to be here.  He will have to go back and we will have to erase his memory of his ever having been here".  At this Bob cried and begged them not to erase his memory of his time there.  They told him that they would erase it but that when he was older he would recall his time spend with their son.  He did recall when he was older.

There were other things about Bob.  He traveled out of body many nights and said that people in other realities needed his help while he was there. One world was a water world where everyone lived on boats.  Sometimes in the middle of the night Bob would wake up and sit up in bed and say things like, "Words can not explain what I am seeing"  and it would wake me up whereupon I would ask him what he was seeing, only to have him fall back to sleep and not even remember in the morning anything about his experience.


One day near the end of his days on earth, Bob and I were driving along and Bob sees this man bent over  smoothing concrete on a sidewalk. Suddenly Bob said, "I know that man's life, his thoughts, everything he is thinking right now"  and it was as if he had  tapped into that man's consciousness for a brief time.  But it did not excite Bob that this happened, rather it worried him for he felt that was like a violation or something.

Bob never was as interested in studying metaphysical subjects as I was but he did like reading "Seth Speaks" by Jane Roberts.