I just wanted to share a dream I had last night. 

I dreamed that I was in a far country, somewhere pretty far away from my home.

I had met many people there and some of them were a bit scary. Some of them were victims and some of them were simply not anyone I wanted to stay in contact with. 

I had a grandmother who would call me and ask me if I was ready to come home and I would be afraid to have my acquaintances know that I even planned on going home, thinking that they might want to stop me.  Yet she called me regularly to see if I wanted to come home and when finally I thought no one was listening, I told her "Yes" I was ready. She wanted to know what city to have the air plane land in and I told her  'El Dorada, ARK"
I then went about trying to sneek away from these people whom I thought would not let me go.

I did arrive home and my grandmother met me and took me to a large room. It was a great bedroom with her bed and my bed right next to hers. But then I looked around and there were many more beds of all descriptions, all very beautiful and designed for specific people. Then I saw all of those people I had tried to excape away from go to their individual bed and they were so happy to have their very own bed in this great big comfortable cozy bedroom of many beds.  I was very surprised to see that she had welcomed those people that I had known and I was so very glad to see them happy. 

I ask my grandmother if this is all we would do at this house, just be in our beds and sleeping and she said, "Oh my no". Then she took me outside and around back of the house was a great garden and lots of beautiful plants.  She showed me one of them that had these huge leaves and there was a leaf that needed to be grafted onto this plant. It took the work of two people to graft a leaf onto the plant, one person to hold the plant apart at the stem and another to place a leaf into the slit that was opened. She held the stem apart and I placed a leaf into the open slit and it began to get healthy and look just like all the other leaves of that plant. 

When I awoke from this dream I felt real good about all the people that I know whom I felt were not on a path of awakening, yet they are included in spite of their not even knowing that there is a path to be on.  I felt like a great burden had lifted off of me.  



Then I realized that this leaf represented those people whom she was able to graft into a healthy plant.  All the people whom I had thought so disfunctional, were welcomed and made a part of the family. 

Just the other day I found something that I had been wanting to find.  Not for a long time had I wanted this, just about a week maybe. You see I wanted to have a source of drinking water in my bedroom and I did not simply want to bring a plastic bottle of water (my usual way of getting it there) into my room  and drink from it.  I decided about a week ago that I wanted a container made of glass and one that I would be able to paint words on. 

I have read the book called "Messages in Water" by Emoto, a Japanese man, who has
experimented with freezing water and taking pictures of the ice crystals that form from the frozen water. He put the water under various conditions in order to see if the water would form certain kinds of crystals.  If he obtained water from a poluted source, it would not even make a crystal, but when that same water was prayed for, then photographed again in it's frozen state, the resultant crystals were beautiful.  So he came to believe that water is intelligent and is influenced by it's surroundings.  Since so much of our body is water it is important he says to keep the positive words around us and in use by us , because negative words which he put on glasses of water to expose the water to a negative word, produced very ugly warped crystals or no crystals at all.  Emoto gave me a view of water that I had never imagined.

Now, I have decided to eliminate a lot of the foods I have been eating and doing a fast of mostly fruits for a few weeks.  I have sometimes considered that to be able to live on Light would be good as it is being done by some few people in this world.  If you don't know what this is do a google search on "breathterians".   So since water is going to be a big part of my diet these days I wanted to honor the water by having a beautiful container for it, one that I could set by my window and allow the sun to shine in on.  Thus about three days ago I began my search for such a container.  I went to store after store just trying to find a ceramic water crock which you place those plastic bottles on top of but could not find that.

Finally I found one of those at the Salvation Army Store.  I like to go there on their half price days where everything in the store is half price. So I find there a ceramic crock on a wooden stand, needing a lot of cleaning but well perhaps I should get this I thought. So I get in the line of people that goes all the way to the middle of the store, so many people with huge carts of stuff are checking out that it is going to take over an hour in line to get my purchase.  As I get near the front of the store I see a woman looking at what it is that I know I want but I had not seen it at all when I called myself really looking everywhere. I know she won't want it, I think, because that is there for me.  As soon as she leaves it, I run over to it and get it into my cart.  It is just want I wanted and I think by no accident.  I have to do some work on the spigot because it won't turn (probably the reason no one before me who saw it wanted to purchase it) but I have taken it off and am going to get that fixed.


I paid only about 13 dollars for this since it was half price day. I will paint beautiful words
on this such as 'Unconditional Love" and "Radiant Health", this sort of thing.  I feel that this container was there for me to find, caused to be there by the powers that be, invisible though they may seem to us.  I feel that our thoughts are known, our actions are sometimes just something we think we thought of doing ourselves, but really if we are moving within the flow of the daily guidance (which is very subtle sometimes), then these wonderful strange coincidences will happen more and more often to us. 

I have had other such synchronicities happen to me in the past but lately I was wondering why it seldom is happening these days.  Then after this came to me, this wonderful water container, I realized that you have to begin to think on what it is that you want and use your imagination moreso.  Like Ester Hicks says, who channels 'Abraham'.  "Most of us get what we get by default", just whatever is there but not by our knowing that we can put the thought out there that will cause what we get to be precisely what we want, not what we will settle for. Our own imagination is the only thing that is holding us back I think sometimes. I am going to begin to imagine more and really hold fast to the belief that "Imagination and faith are the beginning of Creation" . 

Also I think that by our sharing our experiences, such as we are doing here on Gaia, we will be given even more to share because we are not just holding it in but giving forth of the joy we have felt,  by sharing that with others.  That just has to increase the flow.  We can expect more and more wonderful things to begin happening to us, or continue to happen to us, and just imagine what we might collectively imagine for to happen!

My acceptance of what it. My joy and anticipation that the what is IS subject to change. My thrill to be on the cutting edge of change and to actually be an instrument of change.  To look at what is and not allow it to distract, to cause one to become untrusting, to influence one to be sad, and to see through it for the illusion that it is.  The joy  of getting a glimpse a the bigger picture and the possibility of creating a new earth. 

To borrow from the words of another, "not to see winter but summer sleeping" not to see caterpillers but painted butterflies to be" not to see man in want but Jesus asleep in the heart of man".  We will awaken and say "Peace, be still" and all the waters shall be calmed.  I claim that.

There is a little MSN game called "Peggle" that I like to play.  Funny thing is that I used to be someone who thought I would not waste my time on playing games on line.  But that has changed.  I found that playing a game was something that made me enter a kind of 'relaxed way'  of being  like I had the joy of saying to myself and demonstrating to myself that I did not have to always be getting something done that needed doing. Things always need doing.  But by playing the game I could reward myself in a sense and be able to say, "I even have enough time to play this game which is not getting anything done that I need to do at all.  It is almost like I can play it and say to that part of me that wants me to think that only constructive things should be done,  "Hey no, don't be such a hard task master. I will enjoy this game and I will get to the 'stuff'  done later.

I am at the age where I no longer let it bother me what other people's opinion of me is.  Also I feel more strongly about my thoughts being  right, at least right for me if not for another, and I no longer would feel the need to apologize for my way of thinking. In other words, I have firmed up some of my thinking and don't feel so much like I am coming from some vague place as once I did.

I feel that  I have the priviledge of changing my thoughts and sometimes I do change them. I realize that some things I felt strongly about before, I have come to not see as that important anymore and I give myself this right, to change my mind.  Call me fickle if you wish, but this is the way life is for me. Everything is subject  to change.  I am not my personality, nor my thoughts. I feel that I am something much greater than a mere personality. That part of myself  (that I am getting to know better each day) is my best communicator. 




 

1.  Sometimes the questions strike a chord in me that tells me that I want to answer it.

2. Some questions, by answering them, I feel that I can share an experience that might help another one.

3. Some questions are very good but I find no time to give to it on that particular day.

4. Some questions I just want to answer and I feel that in writing down my thoughts it helps my own self to come to a realization and acceptance I might not have initiated myself for some time.

5. Sometimes I just want to respond to a question hoping for anyone to comment so that I can talk to someone out there.

6. Some questions are maybe too personal for me to desire to answer them publicly. However I like to have a question like this to ponder within myself though I never answer it.

7. Sometimes the questions are revealing to me of what is the current idea of interest in the metaphysical community.

8. Sometimes I just like to be amazed as how (whoever it is asking the questions) can keep coming up with new questions and such pertinent ones.

9. To the ones posing the questions, I say 'keep up the good work.". Even if there are not a lot of responses, still having been ask and having been seen by many of us, it has caused a inner reflection within ourselves that perhaps we needed to take a look at.  They are very good questions. 

10. I am always promising myself that I am going to answer more of the questions and look at more responses from others when I  find the time and inclination to do so.

11. I am waiting to see if a certain question gets ask for example.  I am wondering what people would say about the saying 'One for all and all for One" whether they think this is a good way of being and what exactly do they think it actually means. 

I will remain ready for anythng but I have no definite plans for expansion of my own doing. 
However I do expect that I will be expanded upon.  I think that an influx of energy is going to expand us all in various degrees and I am all for that.

That would be just the other day as I was sitting in front of my computer I had the sensation that everything was going to be better, over all for all people, not just myself or my own family, yet I felt my own family would be part of it for sure.

On this same day something happened with the water in our house.  Several weeks ago for some strange reason that we could not discover, the water going to the bathtub in the master bedroom, just shut itself off. All other water in the house worked but not the bathtub there and we just could not fanthom why no water would come through when it was turned on.  We did not do anything about it like calling a plumber, but just let it go and used other facilities in the other bathrooms for taking showers, but I really missed not getting to get into that tub since it was the widest and most desirable place for relaxing in a tub of hot water. 

On this same day that I felt the sensation like everything was getting better, like almost as if the air itself had changed, that very evening my son and daughter-in-law were in their bedroom and they heard a pop, a loud pop.  They went to that tub, turned the spigot and sure enough the water was flowing again. It fixed itself. 

Now there may be some logical explanation for all of this and I am open to that but I do love how my son interprets this happening. He says that he also has renewed belief that everything is going to go well for us, that the flow is beginning again and good things are on their way.  All of this happened just the other day, a Monday it was. 

We can take the happenings in our lives and think of them as just mundane, usual, and explainable things that could happen to anyone and this is what most people do. But we are the dreamers of the dreams. We can take ordinary, or not so ordinary happenings and say of them that "this means this or that or whatever we want to proclaim them to mean" for when we do we are influencing what will come our way.  We can look at all happenings everywhere, even things like the 911 event, and take some good that it can cause to come about and claim THAT to be.  I think it is our responsibility to do this sort of thing, even if we are rediculed (maybe only tell those who won't rain on your parade) and it is our priviledge to call things as we wish them to be.  I think that changes begin in small ways at first but that they grow and enough people doing this kind of thing, then the more dramatic and lasting the changes for the good. 

There is so much one can learn from just watching YouTube, (which I like to do a lot) but I am finding out that one can be disturbed by some of the viewing.  People are projecting their fears through their videos on YouTube, yet I see this as a good thing that we have this freedom to express ourselves almost any way we wish within certain limits. Of coarse we can take it or leave it, watch it or don't watch it, make of it what we want to make of what we see there or anywhere else, or see it as an opportunity to hold a good thought for someone who is experiencing fear.

All is good as we call it good, even if others do not see our reasoning in calling things good that seem only bad.  It is because there is perfection in the process, always.  In other words, it will all come out i to be good in the end. We have a bright future.  We will find that we either join the doom and gloomers, or we will get in line with the good story tellers who want a win-win world for all concerned.  This is important to me because so many are prophesying a tribulation and if they insist and bring it about for themselves only, the rest of us can foresee a jubilation. I would much rather jubulate than tribulate.  I think the choice is mine. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfziXQI12z8&feature=related

The above address is my place on youtube where I sing this poem song.  Below are the words.        Sing along with me........and try to sound like Lambchops. 




 

The Poem that Never Ends

 

This is a poem that never ends

It just goes on and on my friend

One day I started writing it

Not knowing what it was

And I continued writing it forever just because....

 

 

I know you want this poem to end

For it to not begin again

And I'm going to end it soon

the message to ensue

Will show you that your acting out

a cycle like this too

 

For so many do complain

Talk about their grief and pain

We've been talking about it now

Since day one did begin

For when we spilt the cell in two

We started saying me and you

 

Mine and Thine became our theme

And mine, not thine, we echoed too

It happens each and every time

when we got into fear

The fear you see became control

Saying things would make them so

 

So we began then to create

And we created with our fear

Thinking that there was a you and me

Our oneness disappeared

Until our fears piled up so high

We forgot our descent from the sky

 

Pretty much we were earth bound

And we keep going round and round

We didn't realize that with our words we could create

So when we put our brother down

Those words we said, they would rebound

 

You know that fear turns into hate

And yes with hate we could create

We had thought that we were only

Trying to survive

And so we thought of many ways

In order to provide

 

Security became our quest

And so we started to devise

There were oh so many things

Our minds were cooking up

The fun we had, the terror too

the dramas then that would ensue

 

We came into a time of fear

Cause we no longer knew our place

Had been to be a God descended from above

We didn't know our mission here

Was to become the love

 

We wanted only to survive

And many times in order to

We would take from others what they were

Holding in their hand

We forgot that our purpose here

was to serve our fellow man

 

So we started to complain

About all the grief and pain

And our talking about the things our eyes would look upon

Made things not change

Our words you see

Were creating our reality

 

So I am writing this long poem

It's my way to make it plain

To get a lot of us to just start looking at our thoughts

The way you know to get control

Is to lose the fear but then you know

 

It won't happen if we allow

Ourselves to be chocked up with fear

And recounting all the things we see as being bad

The telling of it ore and ore

It's such a pain, it's such a chore

 

To talk about them is just like

this poem that goes forever on

Forever we could talk about

the things we're calling wrong

Until we finally realized it's taking way to long

 

So I have made a long long poem

To show you of our father's plan

Not to call the things we see for that's not the way of God

For we can call what is not

just as though it were

 

And you know what we can say

 "My words will not return unto me void

But they will go out there

to accomplish all my will"

I call it done

I call it good

And I call it in the name of me

 

For we are Gods you see

No need to call it blasphemy

In his image we were made, we are creators too

Our words you see

They are the key

to changing our reality

 

So we must watch that little tongue

For it is set on fire of hell

For the hell we make, we're living in it now

and we can made another choice

That's what we're here to do

 

We will have heaven on earth

We are here to bring the birth

For we are the sons of God, the world is waiting for

We're bringing light and light is truth

And truth is love

Unconditional love

 

Unconditional love we have

We don't call things good or bad

We have no rules to make you follow

Nor forms of control

We won't possess

We won't dictate

We'll show you how to

give up the hate

 

You know sweet Earth's evolving too

And though the workers may be few

You see it only takes a few you know

To get it done so all will know

And we can have heaven below

 

When we learn just how to walk

When we finally walk our talk

We've been going round and round you see

But now it's time for mastery

And it begins with you and me

 

So let it all begin with you

You know your heart knows what to do

We've been playing round and round with this

But there is waiting so much bliss

Only listen to your feelings now

 

Don't try to intellectualize

Don't only look with physical eyes

For the spirit wants to move in you

Mother Earth is pushing though

She needs the help that comes from you

 

 

And now the world is speeding up

For kindergarten school is through

The bell has rang for all to hear

The message we make clear

We're proud to say, no more delay

The end is near, the end is near

 

Now we are going to graduate

We're going to lift our banners high

And embrace the joy and all is well

There is no devil, there is no hell

There is only God

And God is love

 

And the complaining all will end

And then my poem will dissipate

The fear that's given us such hell on earth

Recognizes now the light

There's no more fear, there's no more night.

 

And the gates are opened wide

There's no place for fear to hide

And everyone will say

I need no belief

I know I'm love, unconditional love

God has descended from above

 

We have risen up to meet

Our resurrection is complete

Now as below, so up above

The world is filled with so much love

Of which there is no end

 

Oh yes there's more of this to come

But for now the poem is done.............

 

Oh, About time

 

First of all you need to look at the video I made where I pictured what I am seeing. This won't make a lot of sense unless you see that first.




I look at the sun with squinted eyes. I look at the sun in the early morning when it is coming into view through my bedroom window. In the afternoon I lay out on a lounge chair outdoors and stare up into the sun squinting as always for I am not able to open my eyes directly to the sun.

And I am seeing amazing things.  I call it the sun cell that I am seeing. My eyes become like a microscope seeing into the sub microcospic world.   I see part of my own skin around my eyes when I see this sun cell. It is crawling with these little light segments, same as I see floating around my vision all the time anytime there is enough light to show them up.


I have puzzled over what it is that I am seeing for a long time now.


I read this in "The Life and Teachings of the Masters of the Far East" for it talks about a sub-microscopic zone of life which I think I am seeing.

 

Where the scientist lack evidence, we have forged ahead to the complete knowing that we are that great emanating frequency. Sit quietly for a few moments with the statements, "God I am, as all are," "God I Am Divine Intelligence," and know, and then admit to yourself, with all doubt removed, "I am Divine Principle, I Am Divine Love, and it flows through me to all the world." Then see yourself as God and everyone you meet or see, as God, and you will see that which is being accomplished in the sub-microscopic zone of life, for you will see an almost invisible drop of protoplasm that is transparent, jelly-like, capable of motion, drawing energy from the sun. It is

already capable of using the light of the sun to break up the carbon dioxide in the air, forcing the atoms apart, seizing the hydrogen from the water and producing carbohydrates, thus making its own food out of one of the world's most stubborn chemical compounds.

This single cell, this transparent droplet, holds within itself the germ of all life. It not only has the germ but it has the power to distribute this life to all living things, great and small, and it also fits that creature to its environment wherever life exists, even from the bottom of the ocean to the universe above. Time and environment have molded the form of every living thing so that it meets the infinite variety of all conditions, and as these living things develop their individuality, they sacrifice some of their flexibility to change and become specialized and fixed, losing the power to go back but gaining a better and greater adjustment to the conditions as they exist.

The power of this droplet of protoplasm and its contents is greater than the vegetation that clothes the earth in green, greater than all of the animals that breathe the breath of life, for all life comes from it and without it no living thing would have been or could be.

.....

So I think that I am seeing this and I am seeing it each and every day, this bubble like sun cell with things happening in it. Most importantly there is something in it in the lower left side of the circle of it which is staying the same. It looks like a clutch of eggs, but they don't move about and are always there.  Everything moves about around them but they stay in place.

I am seeing effervescent bubbles  come into this circle and they only last a few seconds, seeming to pop like they came to the top of water and made a little halo looking bubble. I was looking at a video the other day and learned about the polonium halos that are formed in granite that is a primorial rock and the creationist were using this to demonstrate (they thought) that the earth formed almost instantly.  Because in this primorial rock these fossils of the polonium halos are seen which have only a short life span, being over in seconds, yet found in this granite rock. preserved as it were which they think means that the rock formed instantly almost. This is a picture of them.


These kind of things (only seeming to be composed of light,) come to the surface and bubble up through the cell that I see. They are very active in the morning when I look at the sun and then are they are multi colored and moving all the time.  I don't know if what I see is akin to polonium halos or not  but it is effervescent like for sure.
Anyway, look at the video if you wish. Comments are welcome.